What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at tour door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

I'm down with flu now. Going to sick soon. Always have this pre exam trauma. sad. And i dun like anti biotics. need to eat for 2 mths and stay in stomach forever. Hai ya. Today's assembly is watching vid of a disabled person with a chicken drumstick leg. Maybe u all will noe that person when i say chicken drumstick. Just google search u can find. He's called nick also. I think most of the ppl watch his vid before.

不出我所料，Jaguar was the champion this year and then cuda , then scorpion lastly falcon. I want to run!!

mood

Feeling rather moody today. I can't seem to crack jokes or laugh. Is it because of the weather? Keep listening and switching different FM. I guess i need a good run. :(

scary

Funny vid. Sot sot guy with a lot of confidence and quite smart. haha. kong bu. :s

sports day.

Very unlucky yesterday. I was late for sports day but actually i wanted to arrive at 8am because their attendance marking very slow but i couldn't sleep, i just bi mu yang shen that's why i arrive at ard 7.30am. When i just arrive scorpions was to go and find their seats so nvr mark my attendance. I was very enthu that day. I cheered hysterically for the first time in my secondary life. This year sec 1's helped a lot in cheering whereas last year don't have a lot of enthusiasts.

However, i doubt scorpion could clinch the champion this year. There's a lot of good runners participating in cuda and falcon. Maybe we can get a second or third place. While Jaguar is becoming weaker.

I like cheer num 2: Scorpions fight, scorpion kill. Scorpions gonna fight and kill. Fight kill fight kill, fight kill fight kill fight kill! We cheer directly at the cudas while scolding them indirectly. haha. Both cheering at each other.
Then we have the bombing session with cuda and scorpion but Jaguar and Falcon don't have any 动静. After that we so call collaborate with cuda to bomb the other houses. Next year im going to run! And u can see scorpion getting chams again! WAkakakahaha. I see people run i also want to run. Must be thick skin.

The price giving session was long and boring. I immediately go home and sleep. Very tired nowadays. Like getting older. lol

library was super sian. We need to go to duno which sec to visit their library. Zzz She said not all sec 4s need to go. That means i sure kena selected liao lor.dun select me pls. my schedule tighter than other national exam ppl. Then i do magic for the joel to see. But he din catch what i do. Sian i shldn't have do another time. why every my posts got "sian" word. lol.

Suddenly they gave me the moo moo cow. lolx But open the pouch, the tail is.... hahhaha. nvm figure urself.

off to stupid sports day.

thanks

Thanks for being my sorrow bucket and listening to my groaning to the following people:

Hwee choo, Yiying and Ting rui

Arigato gozaiimas

stephan chow

I watched stephan chow's old show on YouTube yesterday. Call " love on delivery" very funny. Esp the first part 1/12 i watch halfway laugh like mad woman. Then ard 5/12 they point finger at each other that part like scissors paper stone like that also very funny. You watch then u will noe one.

haiz nothing much to blog liao. haha

byebye!!

:p

stress up. Chem: half understand half don't. Totally forget most of sec 3 work. So cannot catch up with it.
Eng: how to jiu3? read books dun really help a lot.
MT: most impt priority now. Hope i get an A once and for all. I realise i must gan3 gan3 use words i actually know but just don't know how to write. I need courage lol.
Maths: ok ok not until that pro standard
SS: source base is my weakest one. so gambatte yo!
Geog: TOTALLY sien. The development part shld let us know some qns they like to ask instead of jumping into poly courses talk. which is why i listen until sien of it. Zzz
Art: Totally lost interest. Waste money waste time. no talent no interest = no hope
Physics: quite okay with it. except i dun like to do hw without answers. saddening.
cannot tahan anymore. Some more there's cca. :(

hungry

Very hungry now.

Make me remember this cheer from media club.

hungry hungry want to eat
look here look there nothing to eat.
Give me something nice to eat. =.=

Sian i need to wait for 20mins
Patience... Patience...

express

Been reading empress orchid. See the cover a bit sien but after reading a few pages i got hooked. I think the orchid is going to turn into a bad person since she enter the capital. Inside the capital very chaotic, enunch trap u, and inside the words lies some trap lol. In other words is hai lai hai qu one. Something like the show jin zhi yu ye. Then the grand empress dun like the orchid. I think she also want to hai orchid liao cuz she dun want her to be the empress. She chop off one of the concubine limb then put her in a jar. The grand empress batch de concubine la. Then she save her life behind to set an example for the new concubines cuz tt concubine always flirt with the previous emperor that's why she bu shuang.

I think the next chapter is how orchid plans to hook the emperor liao. Cuz she said she's 17, the age where all girls need to be pregnant. Their tradition la. Very ci ji! wahaha. I find the emperor is so stupid. Still call the wisest man in china when he leave everything to the officials. The orchid slave also quite smart. byebye!

bike

I look at the vacant bicycle seat i feel like cycling again. To cycle with my cousin down the hougang chalet. The road is nice cause there's no car and there's trees around that's why not very hot. Then the wind is blowing when u cycle down the road. Hope there's no car la. Then my cousin would use his bike wheel and rub again my back bike wheel got the zzz sound which make u think that the wheel want to burst lidat. very ci ji one. Then i fell down or i almost fell la. Cannot rmb. Play with them comfirm will injure one. Then we will compete each other. My younger cousin will always lose then i second. LOL cuz her bike is 4 wheels lol. Sorry i third. Not to forget my older cousin. My bike is those lousy one ma tt time. I also dun dare to ride the mountain bike cuz im too short. Ride until leg very tired. No wonder last time im so fit haha. No la they always call me bamboo. Now not bamboo le. I wish im bamboo now then i start to eat a lot. Like shi lian like that. haha.

Then we all kung fu each other like those wu xia pian. Then sit on the floor medidate like those monks haha. We also play those ancient da xiao gamble. Loser will drink one cup of grape juice. In the end we drink a lot cannot play anymore cuz want to burst liao. We also play block catching. Also very ci ji. I will run from 11 floor to 12 to 11 to 12 until we get tired. Cuz we can only go to these two level. Our rules la.

We'll also play mario games. lol. Then compete against each other. Duno why play with them very ci ji and funny cuz they will always quarrel then laugh together in the end. Si3 Sao ba tou! You mo gu tou shut up! Damn funny one. So creative to think of sao ba lol.

tada tt's my childhood. Very bo liao now.

camp

Actually camp can help a lot in bonding. Last time i see those sec 1's i also sien diao. After talking to them i find them funny. Want to know how we bond? Very easy we started by playing poker cards. Then we play cheat not very fun playing with them cuz a lot very scared to shout cheat. End up i get a lot of cards on hand lol. In the end some got scolded which is expected la. LOL I also duno they can crack lame jokes. Okay la A few people shared their lame jokes. Then i also share my qian bian joke.

My joke goes like this:
ni3 na3 ji1 dan4 dui1 shi2 tou2 why the ji1 dan4 wun break?

Eng translate: you take the egg and throw the stone why it wun break?

Ans is very obvious when i translate it liao.

And camp was quite fun but we did a lot of exercises. ESP the amazing race. Run like mad. Like wun end de. 11 stations altogether then there's one station u need to run from 2 floor to 6 floor then back to 2floor sign and run 2floor to 6 floor then back to 2 floor sign. sigh..... Very tired but nevermind. Long time never run like this le. Then the other is the skit. I feel like i say a lot lidat despite im the temporary leader. haha. Okay la i dunno why im not scared liao. Maybe practice too many times le. Some people laugh at our skit also when we sae the socks smells nice. lol. But some pp laugh for nothing and make me laugh too. I must control laughter. In order to make people laugh. Now i noe why a comedian is so tough. Morning we play caps ball. Not really fun. Play with PE people better cuz many ppl are more enthu during pe lessons.

At night we smuggle some pillows to sleep then need to wake up at 5am cuz we also need to smuggle back lol. I only catch 2 hrs of sleep but now im more refreshed! I sleep from 11am to 6pm the next day and my quite shuai cousin call me duno for what. Should be nothing special. If they ask me to go for movie blah blah i wun go. Cuz in the end bai gao xing yi chang and there's never a time we successfully walk into the movie theater. =P

chi oral

Haiz sad. First thing i screwed myself. I greet him ma lao shi wu an means ma lao shi good afternoon. Then he said" hmm good afternoon then continue marking his paper. Then he turn up again and said" HUH? Im not ma lao shi im peng lao shi!" i think is peng i forget liao. That ma is written like that: 3 drops of water and a horse beside it. I just said" huh oh haha." wth inside my heart is ww3 lor. I was thinking u can just pretend u din hear me ma. need to suan me meh rawr!!

There goes my 5 marks. Then he say is this paper same as the one u are holding just now? Zzz aren't u tired asking the same qn over to all students? Then i nod he nod too... Then he say is singapore safe? Then i say yup is safe. 警察们办事 。“死了。 办事什么？“ 办事都很快。抓贼也很快。he said “那么你认为学生。。。。" i said, “学校应该告诉学生早点回家，放学就回家不要到处流浪。he said ” 你有什么要补充的吗？有! 我认为新加坡也有一点不安全的地方，比如：mas selamat 逃出监狱的事件，迎起很多人都怕上巴士和...oh shit mrt how to say? then i rmb.. 地铁站。但是日子还是要过下去，不能因为这样而害怕看电影. i should say hai pa kan dian ying, er ying xiang wo men de ri chang sheng huo. zzz haiz why like that?

Some parts he keep nodding his head. Or maybe shaking his head. sian.
ko im done!

OMG tmr camp i almost forget abt it. And my bro steal my bag!! nah is i lend him one lol. Actually i tell him to pay me $5 mthly when he start using then he say i er xin. haha. who care. And he still want to borrow my psp again cuz his one spoil cuz of the rain. Then he want to took it away liao i shout " 10 bucks mthly for tt one too." and he put down immediately. hahaha. He said his bag turn from brown to green. Then i said it's green from the start what? he then said no it's same colour as ur bag. Then i err.. No wonder i tot why ur taste so lousy. And i duno bag have chemical reaction one. =.= He everytime use the bag then threw on the floor straight away den it change colour slowly dunno why my one cannot change colour. Then he still do the same thing to my bag later change colour again. In the end i nvr charge him 5 bucks.

haiz i still havent start searching for a light weight and can put a lot of things bag yet. Nvm i will use that spoil bag. Dun look down on that bag okay it help me a lot. LOL . Im not bring the whole luggage there like one of my junior did last time. lol so kua zhang one day nia bring so many things. Not like going to put facial masks, cream, big shower and big shampoo bottles there too ma.

Suddenly think of my fat cousin. I dun like him de. So rude and ungentleman. Last time i very angry with him so i throw my shoe at him. Then he call his dad. Wth he done sth wrong first yet he say me. and his dad like sht also... suan my mother. I tolerate him very long liao. I go to his hsu and he ask me to use the com but his motive was to use me to on the com cuz he scared his dad would scold him. Then in the end he snatch it away from me and push me away. I very angry with him everything want to vie with me. Eat also snatch. So greedy. Even my mother also dun like him luh. You think u what? shu shu carry u and sit on his legs and ask u want to go whr he said hwa chong like some proud idiot. Hwa chong person? Dun suan me when u cant even get into hwa chong institute. At first say pp in the end proud like a piece of sht then went into cop 230 school. serve u right let ur mama teach u a lesson. Now i nvr want to bother talking to him liao. And i rmb one of my other cousin scold him then he duno why so scare. Last time not i scold him not lidat one lei. Mb i not fierce enough. But hor waste saliva and increase blood pressure scolding a piece of sht no use one. He wun listen and keep on with his rudeness. Duno who will marry this idiot.

Go to china keep hitting and punching my brother. I also duno how to help him when the space is so small and he so big size. Cannot fight with him so now i must master my hongkah position hiah! My bro is not weak la just that he let him nia. SO childish and cannot think one. Keep acting and say what "I noe u all dun like me la..." Dun act cute pls. You are not cute at all. YOU NOE THEN WHY U DUN WAN TO CHANGE. AS if u say sth lidat we will pity u. IF ur a good person ppl will naturally talk to you. It's like he damn guo fen. Visit his hotel room he want to chase pp away say what gun3 lei, as if we got chase u out. guo fen guo fen guo fen! Now im shu fu duo le....

terrifying

whoa... now i have no voice left liao! OMG i was at the study table then there's a Zzzz ZZzzz sound then i turn my head to the main door there. That big thing duno what's that? knock onto our door then slide damn far almost to my room then it's wing come off. It then use half of it's wing to fly. Then i started screaming and close my door. My mother and father and brother all came out then my mother shout for the fan. Those old ppl use tt type. I "posted" the fan via the door. After that i heard shouting from my mother. More calm than me la. she shout Aiyo aiyo v big whoa very er xin. Then i very curious i open the door then i saw it flying around the lamp. Then i ahhh and laugh at the same time cuz so many pp crowd ard the small fly aiya to us is very big. it almost want to fly over my side lidat but in fact it was only a few "miles" away then my brother just stay there and whoa only. Do nothing. Then my mother fan no use cuz that one is damn huge and it slide like an ice cube cannot fan it away.

In the end my father knock that thing down with his newspaper. Duno how he do it. How? Nowadays guys no use one just stand there. I told him "kill ratalos so pro kill the fly u duno how to kill lol" btw tt fly is not a bee it's 5cm long 3 cm thick. or maybe longer. Then me and mother stand there laughing cuz there's a string thing flying around her pants then she tot is the fly again and she keep jumping. I also laugh. After that my turn liao i saw one black thing on the floor den i kick it and jump jump cuz damn er.. i sae its vegetable lai de. spoil veggy. LOL then i take a closer look, it's actually the wing of tt fly.

phs funfair

Went to the PHS fun fair with my mum. Actually i dun wan to go. Cuz after looking at the pathetic $150 so we decided to go lor. Walk from NYP to PHS and Nyp is very big okay it's the second time i went there but i din see the swimming pool it's a bit like uni lo. A bit sien except for the electric appliances part. Which is worth buying. Then the marsh mellow choc hor. A bit pathetic. Prefer our school's fun fair. Cuz we got the fountain chocolate!! four storey high!! Of course we are not selling that. Back to marsh mellow, the marsh mellow guy gave me so little chocolate like 4 spoons nia. damn it. i should go to the other store. Then i walk walk. One guy show me his bowl of vegetables which is call salad? but dun look like salad at all and he ask me want to buy? Of course not. It looks so err...

okay overall the best food i ate is the choc cake on top with ice cream plus the v friendly customer attitude i give her 10/10. The rest of the food is cmi. Either too cold or not cooked. One very lucky thing is at first i gave 10 bucks to choose in the lucky draw then i get the stupid album duno whats that. After that second time i come back and give them 10 bucks and choose my lucky number 89! Then some uncle sae later he read 68...zZz. Then they can't find num 89 item. which is at the bottom! The fan!!! BIG one... which is the best item of all. LOL? Actually im aiming for the hello kitty set. For baby one? i think lol. At first i took the original 89hongbao i duno cuz the num is inside then i put back and pick the other one, then i put back again and pick back the original one. haha den tada i open is 89! Then two aunties and one uncle tell me im very lucky. Wah first time so lucky. I a bit shock i duno why i get that fan also. Zzz.. Then i walk walk still got so many money left. sien... So i treat the two kids to eat the cake and icecream lo cuz they keep eyeing on my icecream toping cake. Eat also feel uneasy. Then my mum and i take turn to buy things.My turn liao i buy handmade earings very expensive also. Last time i went there there's a custom make keychain with name now dun have le. Haiz..

steping up

I like this dance! But it's so difficult to do it.

Mas selamat

Mas selamat story has been going around Singapore... I noe it's damn long since i blog. haha. I FOUND OUT HE HAS THE SAME HEIGHT AS MINE... And i was day dreaming tt im catching him. I pull his clutches off and kick his back. Hit his comrade then his part using the clutches. kick him till he falls then back at his friend. OHh no dun have time to call the police. fold his hand to the back then step on them till the police comes and i have 5 mil on hand. And hope he appears in public place which is unlikely. BUT we cannot leave out the possibility cuz the most dangerous place is the safest place. And tell him one sentence "luo yao ren bu zhi, zhi shang bie tai di" meaning if u dun wan pp to know, your IQ dun be so low. Hope i dun hit the wrong person and get a charged verdict instead.

And my mother told the taxi driver if he go into your car ur damn lucky! You can drive him to the police station immediately.

And the taxi driver goes laughing. So xian mu of my mother. Anything comes from her mouth can make people laugh. Oh ya she can make u fear of her too! Esp my uncle when he's speechless im soo happy. Cause we're late to the airport, then after so long he still keep on complaining. They have nothing to talk except for complaining and still say he called my father. He always cheat on my father. Stupid wolf. So cunning. He said that he's poor yet he work 3 days one week, taxi driver.

Well and my mother talk back with a smile. "You think he won't pick up your call?" I was laughing when my mother told me that. Cuz my dad's family is damn qiao bu qi ren. No laughter, everything so stern, talk about studies, suaning you indirectly(we also suan back), and my uncle is indirectly saying xinmin and my math teacher is slow. YOU THINK YOU CAN TEACH BETTER? PIGS WILL FLY TO THE 101 BUILDING. Still comparing with our maths teacher. Say he teach faster in his NA class.Since u say my maths teacher u are talking about xinmin. Cuz we are one big family...ZZzz KUI1 my dad help u earn so much in investment. Yet u... Still say what " haiz shu shu cannot help u in your maths." Cuz he tot i need to take N level? wth When i said i dun need to take N level he changed face. IF you have the heart to help u will help me long ago. I dun need to depend on u. This type of person cannot go ez on him. His head goes high i will go even higher.

And only pigs will understand what you are teaching. (not insulting his students)

Sien why every week have at least 3 tests? Too much "stress" motivation le.I dun wan to grow white hair at the end of secondary school. OKay i choose certificate over white hair. ^^ I realised a lot of hongkong shows have nice English songs and they use on many hk drama shows. Esp the older drama. Now they change a lot.