I have got a nice memorable birthday today! woots i swear! I make a complete fool of myself. Hell! I am not going to spend any of my time with "them" anymore and will not
"qian jiu" them. It's too much le. I feel like blogging this ugly matter for long time ago as i cannot tahan them. I swear in my heart that i will not go out with them anymore. Then new year day they jio me go out for movie. i reject thousand times then i give up to them. But since it already happen so be it. Why must make things until so ugly? Have you ever encounter people forking out money in front of you before on your birthday? Okay thats kind of acceptable. But, what kind of birthday is this when you are not celebrating what you like on this special day" Did you heard celebrators say," "this and this is so ex", "go kfc la" Ok i suit with all of you loh let's go to kfc and celebrate. Then you all tell me, eh dun like this la seriously choose something you like" You tell me this when all the shops are closed on Chinese new year day??? I say anything le go kfc let's go. Then you all walk one round in the mac and come back on the same spot again and look at me. Like it's my fault. I never asked all of you to spend this F-ing birthday with me lei! Please la. You say yourself sincerity? Where is that? "Throw" me the money and yay! this is your birthday gift??! You treat me as what? Money face ar?

I come back without any apology from them. F up! Firstly, i never said i wanted to join them for movies and birthday i said no need to celebrate for me. And you throw me the money and call this a celebration. Wah, never mind they are all kids from the same age as me i dun wanna talk to them about growing up stuff. Duno how to "zuo ren" one. So kiam siap then don't celebrate loh. Organise this fking thing make my day even worst. "Almost close" to family members need to make things until like that meh? Anyway i dun treat them as my "almost close family members" anymore. They also dun treat me as one ma. I heard them said("friends" let's go). I was thinking, huh friends? Alright maybe we're not that close at all. So stingy might as well dun come and celebrate at all. FUCK sia. After 18 years, i finally vent it off. I am damn shuang! woots. I give them a firm no no to their invitation liao, all of them only know to be in their own groups then go for ur own outing lar, why invite insignificant people to this group when u dun wan to talk to them and share decisions? So old liao still duno how to think. I think they should just go out and meet more "ugly" people like them. Diaoz.