Confidence!!

Hello... Very moody these days. Everything i do doesn't seem to be on the right track. I kept getting lousy marks. Why? I studied and everything. Is it because I'm stupid? I test myself with the oral and the result i get is so disappointing. Maybe because i lied too much and the teacher see through me. My thinking process is also deteriorating. I suddenly recall the things i wanted to say when i was waiting for my turn yet i can forget. Is it due to the age that decrease my memory?? Okay i suddenly feel like a old woman talking this. But i'm only 1 year older than the Express students ma.

At first i don't feel nervous at all but i told myself this is just a normal oral test but suddenly i feel butterflies in my stomach. Maybe i'm too tensed up over the demoralising results i have always received.

God please help me